QHHT session with Aldona - life as an African Masai, Appearance of Mary Magdalene, Higher Self replaces cartliage in spine and knee

Aldona is a Polish lady whom I’ve met in Southampton, UK during the Reiki class. We gelled immediately as if we always knew each other. She is an enlightened soul who is fully awake and ready to walk her purpose here on Earth. I offered her a session out of my own curiosity as I was still in the learning process of QHHT. She has also given me her permition to write about her personal life in a bit more detail then I normally would.

She had a cleaning company at the time and worked very hard to be able to pay the bills and support the children. She has two teenagers from her previous marriage to a Polish man and a little boy with her English partner in UK. She wants to stop working so hard for money and concentrate on developing her own healing skills and abilities and also to have time to just enjoy life without financial stress.

Just as I suspected, she went deep down, very quickly and easily. She was shown many interesting lifetimes and there is something to learn from each one of them.

As she was coming off the cloud, I asked what does she see below her.

ALDONA: I see a long grass. It’s green but it’s not soft; it’s very coarse. There’s one tree over there, it’s like a Savannah. There are a lot of bushes; I’m hidden in the bushes. The ground is very hot and dry. My feet are black (laughing)! I’m a bushman (laughing)! I’m a Masai; the tall people in Africa (she realizes)! I’m wearing some kind of colors; red and gold. I feel dizzy (sigh). Everything is spinning but I don’t know why. I’m alone here. I’ve got a wooden sphere in my hand. I’m wearing a fabric, like a potato sack brown-grey.  Fabric is just around me; around my waist.  I have something colorful, like a necklace, around my neck. I have a band around my head, made of rope. It’s very colorful, with some feathers on the end. It’s red, white and gold, just like around my neck. I feel dizzy like I’m in a hammock and someone is pushing it (she complains again). I’m hunting for rabbits in the bushes. There’s some kind of a big animal next to me. It’s a friend; it’s a lion! The lion is teaching me how to hunt. I feel that I don’t want to kill anything, but I need to do it to survive. I killed the rabbit and I don’t know if I’m going to eat it. I’m taking it to the village. Lion is staying behind. It’s dark in the village; it’s in the middle of bushes so you can’t see it very well. It’s still very hot and warm.

A woman is greeting me and I give her the rabbit; she bowed to me. She is going to prepare the rabbit in a soup; a big pot. Everyone is preparing the food. I’m not involved with them; they are carrying on. There are some old people there and I’m with them. There’s a strange looking one. He’s got white eyes. He’s like a shaman or somebody. His name is Vasai. He’s teaching me how to cure people. He’s using some kind of herbs but not only herbs. I can see bones. He’s polishing those bones to a square shape and putting some kind of signs on them. There’s more then one.   He’s drying them and spitting on them (laugh). He will use them to see and read from them how to see the illnesses. He’s showing me how to do it; he’s teaching me. I know how to make my own now already. It feels good to learn this. There are plenty of people but they are not in the tent. There’s just one more man in there, I don’t know who he is. He’s writing things down for me. He’s an assistant of the shaman. I’m excited to learn these things. I’m just making my bones now; I’m shaping them. I will keep them in my little black bag.

This is where I normally move the client forward to an important day so the story can reveal and we can get more important details about that lifetime but as I gave her the instructions to move forward, she jumped into another lifetime. This is something we call “leapfrogging” and it’s normal. The guides are showing the client more then one life as they carry importance for them to see and learn from them. 

ALDONA: I see an empty space. There is somebody but I can’t see very well. I’m looking at somebody who is dead. My body feels tense. I’m alive but this person in front of me isn’t. He’s not moving. He’s got feathers in his hair. It’s a male. He’s a spirit. He’s appearing and disappearing. He’s got lovely hair; tied together at the back. He’s Native American. I’m not in a village anymore; I’m on top of the mountains so I can see everything. Tho mountains are sandy. They are not really mountains; they are hills. The soil is very dry and orange here. I’m touching it. He’s showing me something, I don’t know what. Where are you (she’s asking him)? I can’t see him now. He was pointing at something on the horizon. The horses are in that direction; wild horses. They are running! They are so far… They are coming to me now (laughing). I’m touching them now. They are calm. They know me but I don’t know them. They missed me. They are showing me something; a soldier. This person is dead in the grass. He’s wearing green dirty uniform, his skin is white and he’s got blond hair. The horses showed me this picture when I asked them why are they missing me. He was an army soldier but not really a soldier. He was doing something with them in the army but he was not fighting. He was a doctor! This was me; I was this soldier. There are plenty of horses there. I don’t feel like riding them. It’s very warm and dry.

Because she didn’t feel that she was in the body of the soldier but looking at the scene from the distance I wanted to investigate and find out who is it that is observing what the horses are showing them, so I asked her to look at her body and tell me what is she wearing. 

ALDONA: I can see the dress. I’m wearing a grey dress with blue and white apron. My hair is chestnut colour and nicely tied; it’s brown with some gold. The horses are not here anymore. I can see the kitchen around me. It’s big; huge! Everything is hanging around; spoons, pans.. There are 6 or 7 children here. They are not mine. My sister (in present lifetime) is one of those children. It looks like her! The children are sitting at the table and I’m preparing food for them. My sister is naughty and doesn’t want to sit down; she wants to help.

I moved her forward until after the dinner.

ALDONA: There’s a woman; she just came in. She’s my aunty; she doesn’t live here. I don’t mind her coming but I don’t like it when she just comes in. She’s keeps checking everything; this is how she is. Checking if everything is clean and if the children are washed. I think it’s quite funny.

I move her forward to another important day but she doesn’t go into another life scene; Mary Magdalene appears to her.

ALDONA: There’s a person standing in the light. I can’t see properly; it’s beaming from her. I’m not sure who she is; I will have to ask her. She’s somebody holly, from church pictures. The name I hear is Maria Magdalena. She’s caring about me; what ever I ask for, she will bring in the physical. It looks like she is my Guide. It’s just this light (amazed).. Her message to me is: “Pray and don’t worry, everything will be fine”. I can see her hands; she’s putting her hands on my head. She’s giving me love. Oh it’s so lovely… I’m saying thank you to her and she’s saying back: “Just remember that you are loved”.

Mary Magdalene didn’t give us any other messages for now. She just stated her constant presence and I gave Aldona instructions to find another time and another space.

ALDONA: I can’t see, somebody just smashed my left eye. He doesn’t want me to see. It’s an ugly man. He’s got mustache. He’s hit me because he doesn’t like me, he says. Because I saw and know everything. He knows that I know and see things. I’m not afraid of him. I’m just going to leave him; he’s afraid of me. It’s happening in an old house. I’m a child and this is my father. “You’re not my son,” he’s telling me. He doesn’t like me. My mother is gone; she’s dead. He wanted to kill me. I’m 6 years old. He killed my mother, that’s what I saw a second ago. He killed her because I wasn’t his son. He knew I’m not his son but he couldn’t resist anymore. He wants to kill me too. He wan’t kill me, he can’t do it. He is too small; his spirit is too small. I look into his eyes and he can’t kill me. I'm more powerful then he is. He’s leaving now. I’m just going to wait until somebody comes. 

Moving her forward until somebody comes…

ALDONA: I’m in the hospital. I’m not going to survive. He’s beaten me badly. He couldn’t finish me. They don’t know that it was him who’s done this. I couldn’t speak. It’s not important; he’s dead as well. He killed himself right after. He’s a father figure but he’s not my real father. I’m feeling good dying. I’m floating above the boy’s body.

I have finally caught her on a spiritual side to be able to ask for the lesson and the purpose of the lifetime we are watching.

ALDONA: To forgive; I have forgiven him. I had to to let go, forgive and forget, and move on. It’s not important to fight at all; no need to fight. I’m somewhere in the light. I can sense others but I can’t see them. It feels like home. It’s just a beautiful feeling in the clouds, light, bright, nice and warm. Next time I’m going to teach them discipline. I’m going to teach bad people, how not to be bad.

ME: Could you maybe go into the Hall of Light and tell me what’s it like in there?

ALDONA: What is that? They are laughing at me and saying: “Why are you asking; you know it”! There’s a light tunnel, almost like in the fire station. A hole in the ground but it’s light. Here they are choosing whom you are going to be. But you have a choice really, and then you just slide down like a missile. I chose mine and I’m waiting in the queue. Everybody is going. There I go!!! I’m in the hospital getting born. I’m a girl! “I am back; I will show you!” It was nice in the womb but I could hear everything about this horrible world. I heard arguments and a lot of talking. My mother was always talking. My mother’s name is Urszula; it’s my mom in this life!

I didn’t want her to go into the present life so I’ve taken her back into the light and asked her to choose a different lifetime.

ALDONA: I see clouds. I’m in the balloon or an airplane; something in the sky. I’m standing and operating something. I’m standing in the basket. Oh it is a balloon. I’m alone in there and I’m a male. I’m going exploring. I’ve got food, knife and other supplies. The weather is nice. I see a sky and the ocean. I’m enjoying this. I landed on the beach; there are strange people all around and they are trying to scare me. They are afraid; they’ve never seen a balloon before. They look big like rugby players (laughing)! They are big and harry, dark skin; black but painted in white paint. It’s so hot here (sighing). It looks like New Zealand but nobody named it yet. I’m going to name it! It’s should be New Sea Land and not New Zealand. My name is something that ends in …pacho… Karapacho. I think I'm Spanish or Italian. They are still scared of me but they can see I’m alone and not scary. They are touching me; I have white skin. I’m just smiling at them and showing signs (laughing). They are drawing something on the sand; letters but I don’t understand. I just got into their village. They are carrying my balloon with us (laughing). One young man is showing me all the birds. I'm a visitor, they like me. 

As I moved her forward to discover more details, she leapfrogs into another lifetime again.

ALDONA: I see a sword. It’s huge. There’s a big Knight holding a sword. It’s bigger than me. It’s right in front of my way, blocking me. He’s holding me back. He’s a giant comparing to me. He doesn’t want to let me in the castle. “It’s not your time to go there, go back, you are too small” he says. I just want to get in between his legs and get through. He threatens with a serious face but he laughs inside of him. I’m curious; it’s some kind of a meeting. He’s letting me through just to make me happy; he’s a good soul. There’s some kind of a meeting and it sounds very serious. There are twelve people in the meeting. They are talking and they don’t know I’m in here; they are too busy. I look like a squirrel; something little. I’m ginger or orange in color. I can hear them but I can’t understand them. I don’t know the language. They are Silver Knights. I can’t see their faces. They are gathered around the table and just talk, talk, talk. They’ve got something on the table. They are so tight next to each other, I can’t see. It’s a drawing of the stars, of the sky, of the constellation. They are getting ready for something. I’m afraid to ask them, they are big. “Time is coming, time is coming”, they keep saying. They are analyzing what’s going on. It’s not preparing for the battle but it’s almost as important.” It’s time to get ready for changes”, they say. “The God is coming and everything will change”, they say. They can’t change it; they will just get ready. The year is 1200. Noooo that can’t be… Knights at that time (asking suspiciously)?

We couldn’t get any more information so I moved her forward and she goes into the spiritual realm again.

ALDONA: It’s just like a sky. I feel very light. I’m calm. I’m a spirit. I’m alone there but I feel free. I’m just moving but where ever I want to. I just want to stay there.

This was the perfect time to call in the Subconscious / Higher Self and ask all the questions on her list that she brought with her.

ME: Why did you show her all these lifetimes?

HIGHER SELF: They are important. She knows what is important about them. She is important. She is needed to cure and teach. That’s her life purpose. She can just look at people. She has a current job where she is seeing people; they need her. She is there listening to them; they feel pleased that they’ve got somebody there to listen to them. She needs to listen, learn and teach. She is healing them by listening and talking, and by energy. She brings energy to them. She almost shines but she doesn’t see it. People can see it. She will see it as she keeps talking to people; they will keep telling her and she will realize it.

ME: Why does she have to work so hard?

HIGHER SELF: To learn; it’s all about how hard you make it for yourself. She works too much. She needs to stop doing that. She needs to relax and enjoy. She needs to stop worrying and caring about people that don’t matter.  

ME: She needs the money to support the children. How will she be able to that if she works less?

HIGHER SELF: The money will come, she never had problems with money.

ME: She feels like she’s going in circles. Is that necessary?

HIGHER SELF: Yes, just to the point that she will break loose. She will realize it is pointless going around and around. She needs it now to grow but she will stop soon. She will be happy. Her business exists because of her. It will stop when she stops; it will collapse. The business is there because she is there. She is listening to her thoughts now and she is realizing that it’s not important. What ever she does, it will grow her. What ever she decides will be good. She will meet important people.

ME: Can you tell us more about her and Howard (her partner)?

HIGHER SELF: She and Howard met before, in another life; they were a happy family. They were a couple then and now they came again. They are twin souls. They will not have any more children. Their little boy can see things and it is obvious to him that these things are real. He doesn’t talk about them now but he will teach more about them later.

I ask if any of the people they were showing us through the lifetimes today, are any in her present life.

HIGHER SELF: Her ex husband is the man who killed her as a child in the life we were showing her. He came in as her first husband who was and is giving her a lot of grief. He hasn’t progressed spiritually yet and he will not in this lifetime. He needs to work out his karma and it seems that he’s not doing a very good job. He was supposed to learn from her in this lifetime but he hasn’t and their soul contract is finished. Their daughter still has a soul contract with him, she will teach him and he will learn from her. She is safe to do so.

I ask more clarity about her brother Marek who has a psychological disorder, to tell us why has he turned up that way and if we can get healing for him today.

HIGHER SELF: There’s nothing wrong with him. It is for the people around him and not for him. People need to learn from him; they can’t treat it. They have to learn to be patient. Not everything must be their way. He was using drugs to kill the connection with higher power. He doesn’t have a connection with people anymore, but he has a connection with the higher power. Just let him be who he is; it’s part of his contract. He’s been chosen by God to come in like this. He’s teaching the people around him; the family. I can try and help him. I will connect so he doesn’t feel lonely. I’m connecting with him now; he’s allowing it. He’s going to feel good. He will know he’s not alone. He’ll become calmer and happier. He will not become normal again but he will be able to connect by himself. Everybody can connect with him in this way; close your eyes and connect. “Finally somebody has found a way”, he says. He knows it’s Aldona that has connected to him now. The channel is open now and he will be able to connect to her any time. He can connect to anybody in this way. He will talk about this experience to their mother. He will let her know.

I ask for healing..

HIGHER SELF: Would you really want to fix him? He is very precious like this. The lesson to parents is to be flexible; everything is God sent. I can make it easier for the mother to accept this. They can all connect on a mental and spiritual level like this.

ME: Where does his soul come from? Who is he?

  

HIGHER SELF: He’s an angel.

ME: Did they have past lives together?

HIGHER SELF: Wait, I’m looking… He is her teacher. He’s helping her to understand. They shared a lifetime before. He is the Native American guide who was guiding her; it is he. He is her teacher in this lifetime. She’s learning from him and she is the one who understands him the most.

I asked some personal questions about her parents and her sister and also if they shared previous lifetimes together.

HIGHER SELF: Her present father shared a lifetime where they used to be brother and sister; she was the brother and he was the sister. We didn’t show it to her today. Her mother and her were best friends as men in one of their previous lives. Her sister was the naughty child around the table in the life we showed her today.

ME: Aldona would like to connect consciously to the Source. Can you help her?

HIGHER SELF: Yes, she will see.

She had questions about the spirits she used to see as a child and still sees today. She particularly asked about the man who was hiding in her wardrobe, for example.

HIGHER SELF: He was hiding. He took the ring to pay for something. He took his mother’s ring. He was aware that Aldona could see him. He was hiding because somebody was coming to get him. He wasn’t aware that he was a spirit. But he is in the light now, he’s OK. The other spirits she sees are her family. She needs the connection with them; they are helping her with everything that she needs. They are helping her doing things that she’s not able to do.

ME: How many guides does Aldona have?

HIGHER SELF: She’s got two guides. One is an angel and one is a male. Male is the main guide; he’s been with her since birth. One more guide will come in, to guide her find a new life so she can live the way she wants to. Angel is helping her not to feel lonely. The angel is here now.. I’m feeling so hot (she states).

ME: Does Maria Magdalena come often?

HIGHER SELF: Only when she needs her to help heal. She’s a powerful healer.

ME: Can we call upon her now and ask her to heal Aldona’s back?

HIGHER SELF: Yes, she’s here now. She’s healing her right now with her hands. There’s something missing from Aldona’s back; a cartilage. I can fix that for her now. I’m doing it with energy. I’m rebuilding a cartilage with energy. It’s in her lower back. It happened by carrying heavy stuff. I’m fixing this, right here and now. This also causes the sciatica. I’m healing this as well in the same way.

ME: Can I carry on asking questions while you are healing the body? (Yes). There’s a knock on Aldona’s door every day between 11:30 and 12 o’clock. Who’s coming in?

HIGHER SELF: Her guide. He knocks because she wants him to knock to let her know that he’s there. She can hear him talking in her head. She can also hear his voice through music. She will start seeing and hearing us clearly in the next year She’s developing and we are helping her. She will be helping other people. She needs to do meditation, meditation, and meditation. She is good at Reiki and she will heal people.

I ask for a body scan to see if there is anything else that needs healing, adjusting or balancing.

HIGHER SELF: The head is full of thoughts, thoughts, and thoughts…. Cut the thoughts! I’m cutting them out. There are too many thoughts.

Speak more for yourself. Don’t keep anything for yourself; just say it. Don’t worry about what people will say.

The heart is tired. I’m making it slower; it’s too fast. I’m balancing it now.

Knees.. Something is overgrowing on her left knee; a cartilage. It’s overgrowing because of running. It’s not too bad, just painful. I need to put this in the right place. I’m just shaping the cartilage. I’m almost done with it; it’s almost healed now. I’m finished!

Spine needs a little bit more work. Im’ making her whole spine stronger and I’m taking the tension out. I’m done! She will notice the difference straight away.

Her head needs opening up. I’m cutting the thoughts; she doesn’t need them. They are thoughts of worry. She needs space in her brain for the light, meditation and connection. I’m sweeping them now.

ME: Will it help her if we invite Violet Flame into her head? (Yes). How can we do that?

HIGHER SELF: Can you help?

ME: Yes I can. Can I do it now? (Yes)

So I call in the ascended master St. Germain and I ask him to send Violet Flame into her body (pause).

ME: Is he responding? (Aha). Is he here? (Yes).

I ask and direct Violet Flame into all her four bodies (physical, mental, emotional and spiritual) and I still do quite a bit of talking and suggesting for transformation and transmutation. I also thank him for coming in and helping us here today.

ME: Is he responding to my request?

 

HIGHER SELF: Good luck, he says.

ME: Whom is he saying that? (To you)! Why to me? Why is he saying good luck to me? (Because you’re going on the mission). He knows I’m going? (Yes). Is he going to be with me? (Of course!). Can I use him and Violet Flame this way in QHHT sessions to help people? (Yes). Thank you very much.

I ask for any last messages for Aldona that were not asked in our questions.

HIGHER SELF: Enjoy! Take care of the animals, they are very important. She can communicate with animals already.

Here I ask some personal questions for myself as Aldona has given me the permition before we started the session.

ME: Who’s the spirit we’ve got in this flat?

HIGHER SELF: She was living here and she died in here. She likes it here. She has found the light but she likes to come here. She’s aware of you and Colin. She likes you but she doesn’t like him. She is like you.

Colin is my ex who wasn’t ready to accept what I was doing and he was protesting by refusing my help to heal him. He has developed arthritis in his whole spine, his neck and knees. At first he agreed to have QHHT sessions but he kept trying to prove that it is not working. He is also a type of a person who talks a lot about the same things over and over, and doesn’t like silence. One night he had a very fearful experience where he felt that somebody is sitting on top of him and choking him. He was out of breath and got really scared. He said that he was kicking around in the bed with his feet in order to wake me up, as he knew that it would go away then. I remember waking up and being annoyed asking him to stop kicking and he said it was gone as soon as I said that.

ME: Who was the spirit that was choking Colin while he was asleep that night?

HIGHER SELF: It wasn’t her; it’s his fear. He’s not ready for this journey. Oh I can see the man choking your husband.

ME: Why was he choking him?

HIGHER SELF: To stop Colin from talking. He’s saying: “ Just shut up”! (We’re both laughing). Nobody sent him; he just had enough of him. It is one of Colin’s own family; his guide.

ME: Why does he want him to shut up?

HIGHER SELF: Because Colin is not listening to them. He’s taking the messages but he’s not doing anything; he’s just swallowing them down. That’s why he’s got pain in his body. He’s angry with himself. He will be fine. He will understand later. He’s a typical man. He doesn’t want your help because he wants it his way, not your way. Anybody would leave him.

ME: Tell me about my mission?

HIGHER SELF: You will have more clients like your husband; difficult people. He is teaching you as well.

ME: I knew there was a reason for meeting difficult people in my life (we laugh)! Will I be able to help the difficult ones?

HIGHER SELF: You are! You don’t know about it but you are! They will not necessarily listen to you but inside they will know that this is right. They will melt under you. You are successful.

ME: What about my work and money issues? This work that I love is not bringing me enough income.

HIGHER SELF: Don’t worry about money. There will always be somebody there to help you. This is how you are supposed to work; only do what you love because then it is not work. Only what you love will bring you happiness. (I’m feeling so hot! Big sigh).

ME: Can you tell us who is Aldona’s Soul Group?

HIGHER SELF: She doesn’t need to know that now; she needs to develop first.

ME: What about my soul group?

HIGHER SELF: Mystique! I don’t know; higher, higher power. You already know, you just need a confirmation.

I ask about my back problems and also about my daughters.

HIGHER SELF: You will get your healing tomorrow. Your daughters are powerful ladies! One of your girls will do what you do but in different places. I really need the toilet now!

I was scheduled to see another QHHT practitioner in London the next day and have my own session. I indeed received healing of my spine on that day and never had problems since, unless I lift heavy stuff.

When Aldona woke up her back was soaking wet and she was hot and sweaty. She was amused by this and said: “Oh my God, what happened here”?! She went for her toilet break and came back into the room with a big smile and very happy. She said she remembers being very hot since the start of the session. This was done in a month of November in a small bedroom that didn’t have heaters on and I remember feeling quite cold myself. This happens all the time in the sessions; the healing begins the moment client walks through the door and it lasts for at least 3 days after the session.

I enjoy this work so much as everybody gets some form of healing and also we get answers to all our questions that are relevant at the time. The spirit is always there ready to help and assist us when we ask. The mysteries of time are being revealed, as we are ready to awaken and know the truth. 

QHHT session with Francesca - Enneagram, killed in Colosseum by lions, life in a castle, meeting guardian angel, healing

Francesca was too one of my volunteers in my early days of QHHT practice. She is a very humble and quiet but beautiful woman who shines her light inside out. 

Unfortunately she had many physical ailments like fibromyalgia, M.E, under active thyroid, lower back pain, hip, knee and arm pain, that were making her life difficult. It would get even worse every time she would find herself in a relationship that most of the time ended up being controlling and possessive. She found herself repeating a pattern of abusive relationships and wondered whether it will ever stop. There was also an underlying problem in a relationship with her mother and an abusive past that she needed answers to.

It was very easy working with Francesca throughout the session as she was very visual and kept the flow going by describing most of the things that she was seeing, hearing, feeling or knowing. She was also able to communicate with her guardian angel in a spiritual realm and show us the process of returning into a new human life on Earth.

Francesca was very amazed by all the details of her past lives and she had the most profound and comforting experience by being in the afterlife. She has done some research that confirmed a lot of things.

ME: What can you see down there below you?

FRANCESCA: It’s night time, very dark. I can feel it’s sandy, stony gravel under my feet. My feet are bare. I can’t see much as it is really dark.

To avoid getting her stuck in the darkness and not seeing anything, I suggested that she will see better as she carries on speaking.

FRANCESCA: To my right is a little house with steps. I can see doors, but I can’t see any windows. I’m just going up the steps; there’s a big wooden door, I can’t get in. It feels too quiet. I’m going around the house. There are narrow passageways in a little town. Along the street, there are smaller windows with little candles in windows, on a different house. I’m not drawn to this house. I just want to keep walking. I’m just walking through alleyways. There are not many people; it seems really empty. There are candles in the windows, so the people are sleeping inside the houses. I’m walking into the square, there’s nobody there either. The square is big, there’s a big building with columns. It’s some kind of a temple. It feels Roman. There’s a flash in my head of a soldier’s breastplate but that’s not what I’m wearing. I’m wearing a very long gown, up to my ankles. It’s almost like sackcloth in one-piece, brown leather belt. The belt is twisted leather with a buckle in front. My hands are a bit dirty. I’ve got short brown hair. I’m a young male. I’m walking towards the temple. It’s too quiet; I don’t know why is it so quiet. There’s torches outside on the wall. I’m walking inside now. It’s warm inside. Marble floors, torch light on the walls again. It seems quite peaceful inside. The temple is rectangle, quite a long hall and marble floors.  

There’s a circular pattern in a middle of the floor. It’s a geometric symbol. It’s pointed but it’s not a star. There’s a pattern inside a circle. I’m getting Enneagram (not sure how to pronounce it). It’s got 9 points to it but it’s flat to the base. There’s a table on the side, some flowers in a golden vase. There are two tables, but one with flowers on. The tables are semi-circular. There’s a flaming torch above the tables lighting a whole wall. There are different color marble designs on the wall. There’s a staircase at the far end of a hall. I’m climbing the stairs. I’m looking at it now. It’s swiping staircase and it’s going up to the center towards the back of the temple. It feels darker at the top. There are no torches up there. There are people up there, but they are asleep. It’s like a corridor. O I think its someones house! It’s not a temple. This is someone’s house! I want to know who lives in here. I feel that I’m not meant to be in here. I’m going outside; I’m back at the square. I’m walking to the other side of the square. I can’t believe there’s nobody around. I feel like I’m lost or I’ve been away and came back. It doesn’t seem familiar. I’m looking for my own house. I came back to that same little house. I’m going inside. There’s a fire going. It’s very plane and basic. There’s a table and an old lady sat down by the fire. She’s crying. I want to go and speak to her. She’s smiling at me now. She’s giving me a hug, very sweet lady. She’s my mother! She has dark hair with gray bits, tied back. She’s quite plumpish. She’s wearing a cream dress and a white apron. She lives on her own. Somebody’s died in the house she says. My dad died recently, that’s why she was crying. She was feeling lonely. I was taken away when I was little. She’s crying with tears, she didn’t recognize me. I feel strange because I haven’t seen her in a long time. She says the soldiers came into the village and people are hiding. They’ve taken me as a slave, but now they’ve let me go just like that.  

After asking her a few more questions about this scene, there was nothing else to explore so I moved her forward to another scene.

FRANCESCA: It’s daylight and lots of people around. I’m outside at the Colosseum. They are all going into the Colosseum; there’s lots of noise. I’m just following the crowd. I’m a spectator. I can see lions, gladiator, just lots of chanting; shouting and chanting. They are asking for somebody to be brought out to the lions. Gladiators bring out some people; prisoners in tatty clothes. They are trying to escape the lions. The lions are kept loose. But as they get closer to the wall, gladiators push them back into the middle. They are scared. They’ve got nowhere to go. Gladiators are big with spheres and these other people are old. I'm down in the Colosseum now, I’m one of them (surprised)! I’m trying to escape the lion and gladiator pushes me back. There is somebody in a blue gown with a crown of leaves around his head. He’s sitting down, there are two young women besides him and some men stood besides him. He’s a leader. He’s Cesar!

ME: And what is your name?

 

FRANCESCA: My name is Peter. They threw me to the lions, because I’ve stole bread; I was hungry. They are doing this to everybody. We are slaves and we shouldn’t have bread, gladiator says to me. They freed me in order to put me in the Colosseum. I was working in the big house and I stole bread and they gave me to the gladiators for money. I was working in that big house I saw in the square at the beginning. He was some kind of politician. I’m about 18 years old. I’m still running from the lions, gladiators are pushing me towards them, but they are not chasing me. The lions are circling us. The other person is an old man; he worked in the house with me. He stole money they say. They accused him of stealing money. He’s kneeling down and crying. It’s an injustice, because he didn’t steal the money. He’s asking for forgiveness and they are laughing at him. I’m trying to get him up as the lion is coming towards him. He collapses back down on the floor. I back away. The lion has got him in his mouth, shaking him. Now the lion is coming towards me. I’m running away, but they just send another one in. There are two lions after me. People are cheering and laughing. I’m angry and scared. The lion tripped me over and he’s on top of me. He scratched my back, all the way down my spine. He’s ripped all my clothes, there’s blood everywhere. He’s got his mouth around my neck and he’s throwing me up in the air. The other lion has got me now, he’s got my right leg. He’s shaking me. I’m scared. I’ve got both lions on me now. I can’t escape; they are pulling me apart. People are laughing. It’s all happening very fast. I’m almost dead now. I’m just lying there and blood is everywhere. The lions left me like that and walked away. The gladiator came and stumped on my head to finish me off. He killed me. I’m dead now.

This is the time where spirit becomes aware of everything that has been happening to it in that lifetime and it know it’s lessons and purpose.

ME: What did u learn from this lifetime?

FRANCESCA: There is no justice. I was sacrificed for being a good person. I was given to the lions for taking bread. People always blame others for their mistakes. They will never take the blame for themselves. 

I wanted to see if Francesca could see anything and explore the spiritual realm, as she is very sensitive and intuitive person. She communicates with trees, animals and nature in her daily life.

ME: Where are you now?

FRANCESCA: I’m whole again. I’m walking towards the woods. It’s dark again; it’s night time. I can hear an owl hooting. It feels very peaceful here. I’ve met somebody in the woods, somebody in a white gown. It’s an angel! She’s just holding both of my hands.

ME: How do you look like?

FRANCESCA: I look older and I’ve got a lovely white gown and sandals on my feet. I’m a male. My hair is dark and wavy with grey on the sides. I’m wearing a gold bracelet on my left hand. It’s a single band bracelet. It’s a heavy bracelet. The angel says my name is Kyrion and she came to welcome me. She’s glowing white; I can’t really see her face. Her hair is golden white. Her face is a light. She’s floating beside me. She’s taking me home now. It’s by the river, through the woods. It’s very sunny. River is not too big or deep. The light is dancing on the river. There are buildings across the river. We are floating over the river. She’s holding my hand. Her name is Agatha. She’s an angel of restoration.

 ME: Does she want to speak through you to me?

FRANCESCA: She says she came to help me over into the light. She’s preparing me to go fully into the light. She’s sending light into my hands. She says Kyrion is my spirit name that she has given me. It means the light bringer. This is who I am. I was always named this, since the beginning.

ME: What was your purpose in the lifetime we were watching?

FRANCESCA: It was to bring comfort to others who are struggling.

ME: Where are you going from the light?

FRANCESCA: I’m going to come back into a new body. I will be a soothsayer; a wise person of truth she says. I will be teaching others. She will prepare me for the new lifetime.

ME: Who decides what life and what body you will have?

FRANCESCA: They do. They are full of light. They are light beings, no faces. There are twenty of them, maybe more. They’ve all gathered around us. I’m not to stay there long; I’ve got to go back. They are giving me more strength, giving me energy through my hands. My path is to show people love. Agatha is still holding my hand. She will be with me the next time I arrive and she will be with me in this next lifetime. Someone else is going to be with me in other lives to come. She is pointing at somebody else. I’m going back down straight away. They are filling me up with light again and they are giving me a cloak of protection. The cloak I’ll be wearing through the next lifetime.

ME: Can they take us through the process?

FRANCESCA: They are leading me through a big gate, golden gate with arched tops. Everything there is golden, it’s beautiful. I would like to stay a bit longer. Agatha says I can have a look around. There are lots of gardens and everything shines in golden lights. There are lots and lots of souls around. Everyone is just walking. None of them have any faces, just golden light. I feel happy and safe. She said I’ve got to go back; I can’t wait too much longer.

ME: Is the baby about to be born?

FRANCESCA: Yes. I feel sad, sad to leave. She’s holding my both hands again and saying: don’t worry, we are here, we will always be here for you. I walk through the gates and they are all waving at me. I’m on the other side of the gates and it’s darkness again. I’m stood on the ledge and I can’t see the bottom. I’m not happy about this. There’s just darkness, I can’t see anything. I feel a rumble. Something is rumbling, like a thunder. I’m being shaken. The whole place is shaking. I’m being shaken off the ledge. I’m falling. It looks just like a big cave. There’s water below me. I don’t like that; I don’t like falling. Now I’m being carried away by the water. It’s like a river taking me to my next life. I stopped! I’m bobbing around in the water. It’s like a cave around me.

She couldn’t describe anything else here so I’ve moved her forward until she was already born. 

FRANCESCA: I’m in the castle, overlooking mountains and valleys. It’s a beautiful view. I’m wearing a dark purple cloak with a hood on my head. I have long hair and I’m a girl about twenty years old. I have a plain, but pretty dress under the cloak. It’s silvery-grey. I’m wearing a gold band ring on my middle finger. It’s a present from my loved one, but he’s not there. He’s gone away. He said he would come back. He’s gone to fight somewhere, but he said he’d come back. There’s a lady sewing. She’s sitting by the fire sewing and I’m looking out the window at the valleys. She is my made. My name is Clarissa and she is Ester. She’s sewing some garments for me. I grew up in this castle. The man I’m waiting for, lives in another castle. My father is still alive, but my mother is not. I’m looking for my father. He’s just sat by the fire. He’s got fur around his shoulders. He’s smoking a pipe. He’s got a small crown on his head. He’s a king. His name is Ruphes. This is Norway. It’s 1512. I’m a princess. He’s a kind king, very kind. My mother has died when I was little. She had a fever. The man I’m waiting for, his name is Michael. His castle is long way away. I’ve never been there. My father has been there once. He likes Michael. We’re going to get married when he gets back. He went to fight into the war. I don’t know who is fighting. Michael is also a good person. 

Moving her forward to an important day…

FRANCESCA: It’s sunny and we’re outside the castle. There are a lot of people here. I’m getting married! Michael is taller than me; he’s got blond hair and very lovely face. His eyes are sparkly and very very dark blue. He’s injured his left arm. My father and Ester are there. Not many people, but people that matter. I’m feeling really happy. Everyone I care about is here. 

Moving her forward…

FRANCESCA: I’m giving birth to a baby. It’s my daughter. She’s tiny. I’m holding her and I feel happiness. Her name is Ruth. Michael and my dad are there. He says that his name is Miguel; but I like to call him Michael. We’re all living in the castle with my father. Michael and my dad get on very well.

Moving her forward…

FRANCESCA: My daughter is grown up; she’s twelve. She’s running around playing. She seems very happy. I only had one child. I’m 35. Michael is gone off again to a fight. We’re making her a dress, it’s coming up to her birthday. The dress is emerald green. She’s just a sweet girl. There’s horses approaching the castle, men and horses; quite a few of them. They are coming to the castle, but it’s good news, they won the battle. Miguel is coming back too. My girl is happy, running to greet them. She loves the horses too. They are coming in, there’s food in a hall. They’re coming in for a feast.

Moving her forward…

FRANCESCA: My father is sick. He’s in his bed. He’s dying. He’s saying he’s had a happy life and I brought him joy. It makes me feel really happy. I feel sad that he’s dying, but I feel it’s time for him to go. Miguel is stood at the door and my daughter is stood with him. I’m by the bedside of my father. He’s waiting to go to sleep. 

Moving her forward…

FRANCESCA: My daughter is an adult. She’s dancing around the castle. I don’t know why she’s dancing; I think she’s in love. It’s nice to see her happy. I’m the queen now; I took the crown over from my father. Michael is the king. My daughter is in her twenties. She’s wearing deep purple and pink. She says she’s happy, because she’s in love with a friend. I didn’t see him yet, she says one day. I also had a little boy who died. He died when he was ten years old. I was very sad. He had a fever.

Moving her forward…

FRANCESCA: I’m lying in my bed and my daughter is there. She got a little baby, a baby boy. His name is Kenneth. I’ve been poorly. I had a chest infection. I’m 60 years old. Miguel is there in the room. The doctor gave me some medicine. It helped me a little bit, but I'm very cold. There's a fire and they’ve given me lots of blankets. My daughter has just given me a baby to hold; she is happy. Her husband is not at the castle. They are visiting; she’s just visiting. They live in another country. They live in Spain. It seems very peaceful. My whole life seems to be very peaceful and happy; very easy life. I’m reviewing my life while lying in bed. I just feel that my energy is going. But it’s gentle.

I’ve moved her forward until she was on the other side.

FRANCESCA: I feel content. It’s just dark again now. I don’t feel scared, I feel at peace. I just drifted away from the body. My daughter was with me. She’s kissing my hand and holding it to her face. She’s crying, but she’s not distorted. Michael is standing there by the bed and he’s quietly crying. Now he’s hugging her. They are sad but at peace. They are wrapping my body up in cloth; they’re going to bury me outside the castle in the garden, next to my mother and father.

ME: Can you see what names are on the graves?

FRANCESCA: It’s an odd name; Koliecki. That’s on my father’s grave.

ME: What did you learn from this life?

FRANCESCA: To value everyone, to enjoy every moment, to be humble and to live modestly.

ME: What was the purpose?

FRANCESCA: To experience love.

This is the part where I called in her Subconscious / Higher Self and asked all the questions that she had written down on a piece of paper and brought with her for the session.

ME: Why did you pick this lifetime for her to see?

FRANCESCA / HIGHER SELF: To show her that she can experience love.

ME: And the previous one?

HIGHER SELF: To show her that she can stay true to herself, even when people are horrible.

ME: Why does Francesca always end up in abusive relationships that are full of jealousy and control?

HIGHER SELF: People are scared that she shines too much. They are frightened of their own light and when they see someone else shine, it scares them. She just needs to teach them to love themselves, show them their own worth. She needs to demand respect. If she values herself, others will value her too.

ME: She feels very connected to animals and children and they are attracted to her. Why is that?

HIGHER SELF: Francesca understands the innocence of animals and children and they understand each other. She hasn’t lost touch with her magic in life and children need to know how to carry that through life.

ME: What is her life purpose?

HIGHER SELF: To heal the children that are coming in; with music and writing songs for children, helping and guiding them to evolve. Children with the wrong parents that are not helping them to evolve. By helping children, parents will also receive the healing. She can incorporate sound healing. The children would like it. Adults would like it too, but children need it more. She could open a healing center at some later point to counsel families.

ME: Francesca had so many paranormal experiences. Can you tell us why?

HIGHER SELF: She’s from another dimension. She’s from the stars; from Pleiades. The pink and blue lights that she keeps seeing are her star brothers and sisters. They are helping by bringing through the energy for the children.

ME: Will she ever meet her twin flame?

HIGHER SELF: She will meet her twin flame very soon. He will be a very good man. He’s coming within about 6 months. He’s got a kind face and sparkly eyes. They might have met already. She will know it’s him and the right one, because he will care deeply for her. He will be spiritual, but she has to teach him. They’ve been together before. They were the king and the queen from the life I’ve showed her. Her mother was a roman soldier in her previous life. Her king father from her previous life is her friend in this life.

Now I asked for the reasons for her aches and pains and also for the healing of it all. Francesca’s Higher Self has agreed to heal everything that we asked for.

Lower back problems are serving her to stop her from going on the wrong path. She now knows her path and she doesn’t need the pain anymore so it was healed.

Right arm pain is there because she needs to be writing more; it has done the healing regardless.

Pain in the hips exists because the hips feel unloved. They need love. She needs alignment on her right side so the healing was done by moving the bones.

Right knee received the healing.

Endometriosis have become clean.

M.E. is there because she had a spiritual trauma, but she’s over it now and it can be healed.

Higher Self has also put pink light into her heart for protection.

HIGHER SELF: The rest of the spine is a bit curved. I am aligning that by clicking the bones into place. They will stay strong. I’m putting golden light into her back. It’s healing all internal scars; it will heal external scars over time.

Thyroid is under active because of the stress. I’m balancing the thyroid now but it will take a few months to heal completely and she needs to decrease the medication from tomorrow and then stop.

ME: Do you have any last messages for Francesca before I bring her out?

HIGHER SELF: Enjoy life; believe in yourself more, you’re never alone.

Francesca’s own research has brought in a lot of closure as well as more questions. She is not sure why was she shown enneagram. Enneagram is used to determine somebody’s personality traits and how to grow further. It was mainly used in Greek mythology as per research but she was shown it in Roman part of the world. The only explanation would be that not only Greeks used it but Romans too and that it is much older then what we think. It is perhaps a field that Francesca should look deeper into and see how she could use it in this lifetime. 

At present time of great changes, human “junk DNA” is being activated and upgraded where all our lives’ memories will merge and all our wisdom will be used for higher good to make the present lifetime the most purposeful on a path to ascension.

Francesca has also found out that Kyrion means a Christ bearer or anointed one; has high energy levels like a child, is highly sensitive and possesses a high sense of awareness. They are also gifted with a sixth sense.

Soothsayer is “one who tells the truth”, is another thing Francesca feels very strongly about even if it feels difficult or uncomfortable.

Francesca has listened to the session again and is ready to make some changes in her life as her Higher Self has advised her.

QHHT session with Tisha - killed by a gladiator in Rome, life as a sea nymph, messages from her 3 guardians in a Library and a Hall of Healing

Tisha is a lovely, warm lady who is into mediumship and channeling. I have really enjoyed a session with her as the information was easily flowing through her, describing it in detail. She came for the session because of many physical ailments but mainly because she developed a phobia of theatrical spaces. Every time she would find herself being “trapped” by an audience or a large group of people, she would get an uncontrollable knot in her stomach that was making her instantly sick and she would have to exit and escape the surrounding, in order for the “attack” to recede. So we entered a deep state of trance in a search of a reason for this phobia and went straight into the life where she was a young boy brutally killed in arena by a gladiator in Rome...

What can you see down there below you?

I’m standing on the Earth. It’s very packed here. It’s got sand and dust, big stone sandy colored buildings. There are steps. I have to walk up the steps. I’m walking up the steps now... There are some big flat stones on the floor. There are people standing around. They are all waiting to go in. It’s a theatre, an open theatre. I think I have to go down. Everybody is going up to their seats and I have to go down, through the big gates into the middle. I’m a man, Ive got sandals and I have a skirt. It’s made of many parts of leather and it has wince at the bottom; it’s to my knees and parts have leather with metal bits at the end. I have a cotton top with short sleeves and it’s loose and tucked into the skirt. My hair is to my shoulders, straight. I’m holding a shield. Made of metal that has been battered. And in my other hand I have an instrument to fight with. It’s a big metal handle with a chain and the ball at the end with spikes on. I have to spin it around to stop people attacking me. I’m frightened. I have to go through the door. I know the crowd will be shouting for us to fight. I’m a fighter. 

Who are you going to fight with?

I haven’t meat him yet. He will be coming through another door. I’m only small build. I’m frightened. The other man will be big. I’ve been shown how to fight. I really don’t want to do this.  I think I have no choice.

Are there others like you?

Yes there are others like me. We are slaves.

Where on Earth is this happening? Where are you?

It’s in Italy, Rome. There are many rows of seats. Surprisingly there are many women that are watching. They think it’s fun, a sport (speaks with disgust).

What happens to the ones that loose the game?

They get injured or die. I feel that I have no chance.

What are you going to do?

I have to fight. My knees are feeling weak. I’m sweating and my heart is pumping. I know I will be killed. I have no choice. I’m 16. Most of us are young slaves.

 Who captured you?

An army of big men. They told our families that we would be working for a country. It was all a lie. I’m sad… I have 2 sisters, Elsa and Sophia. They call me Mon.

What about other boys?

They are all scared. It’s just one in front of me now. We can’t see what happens to him. The big doors are shut. We can hear the crowd. They are shouting and screaming “Kill”.

Are you the last one to go?

No, there are others who are waiting behind me in a row. Some are little children; none of us are really big. Some are much smaller than me. This is so cruel.

Who made this game up?

The rulers did. They made this game up. They think it is funny. They enjoy it. Sometimes they use animals and sometimes they use men. The other person I’m going to fight is a human. They are paid to do this. They are gladiators.

Do they enjoy this?

Oh yes, they enjoy this. They are celebrities in their time (speaks with disgust).

Let’s move forward when it’s your time to enter the arena…

I’m going through the gates. There are two men who pulled me in. They threw me in the middle of the floor. The crowd in there is stamping their feet and clapping hands. They are shouting, “Come on get on with it”. The big man is coming through the big door. He has a big ball but much bigger then mine. He has a big helmet, big muscles. The entire crowd is clapping. People are throwing coins into the center for the fighter. They are not for me. He’s circling me like a predator. I’m terrified. I just want it to get over with, I just want to die. I keep falling down, I have no strength, it’s pointless. He’s telling me to fight but there’s no point. He’s kicking me to stand up. I’m curled up into a ball. He’s laughing and kicking me.

How are you feeling?

I’ve lost my emotion. I’m sad. I’m beyond being frightened. I just want him to kill me and get it over with. He’s kicking me, kicking me in my stomach. He’s circling me and kicking me. He’s swinging the ball around his head and now he’s using it (big heavy sighs). He’s hitting me with it.

I give her a suggestion that she doesn’t have to feel it and just observe it from the distance…

He’s hitting me with it on my head. Really crashing it. There’s blood everywhere on the sand. He keeps doing it. The crowd is going mad, cheering him. He’s bowing to the crowd. The body is still alive. I’m just wishing that my sisters didn’t find out what really happened. The crowd is shouting “hooray!” His name is Claud. He’s such an ugly man. He’s big and ugly. He has hit me about 10 times. There’s not much more that the body can take. The face is all smashed in. I’m unrecognizable. He triumphed it. He’s walking around showing off his chest “Look what I’ve done”. He’s very proud. He’s despicable (speaking in disbelief). The crowd think he’s wonderful... They are dragging me out. The body is dead. I don’t feel connected to it any more. There’s blood everywhere on the sand. I’m floating and looking around. I can’t believe what’s just happened. This is pointless. My life is pointless. I have no value. It’s just a waste (speaking with a sad tone in her voice).

What was the purpose of this life?

I was an example to my sisters; that the boys could be fun and kind. I loved my family very much. But I had no power. I couldn’t escape.

What did you learn from this life?

To rise above pain.

As she moved away from the body and drifted off to a spiritual realm, I ask her to look around and tell me what is there..

I can see a clear blue sky and clouds. Beautiful clouds. I can’t see anybody at the moment. I would like to go somewhere where there’s beauty and music. I’m seeing a big hall; they’re beautiful. And everybody have beautiful clothes, dancing. I hear music. It’s an orchestra; they are playing violins. They are playing it for everybody. It is a masked ball and the ladies wear a beautiful long silk dresses, everybody is laughing. I feel this is not a physical place. I feel this is where we all go after we die. This is an after life party (laughing). It is my treat! I chose to have a party. I chose it when I have recovered. The time to just enjoy the company of this, to repair myself.  I haven’t been there long. Not enough to meet a lot of people. I am repaired now. It seems as if it was all a dream. 

 So it doesn’t bather you anymore?

No it doesn’t bather me anymore, I will not be repeating it.

What will you be doing next?

I have to have a meeting with someone. It’s like a panel. Some people call it a council. It’s like a panel of people where we all get together to decide what’s going to happen next.

Moving her forward to meet the council…

It’s a big table, curved table. There are lots of people there. I’m sitting on the chair in front of them laughing.

Why are you laughing?

I’m excited! It’s like my next adventure! People have all different ideas. They are the wise ones. I’ve met them many times.

So where will you be incarnating next?

They’re showing me a map. It’s a small island. It’s going to be drafty. Just off the west coast of Scotland. I'm not very happy about it, I asked to go somewhere warm. They are laughing, saying I'm not going to be too cold. I’m going to be living in a croft. I’ll be a daughter of a farmer, working on a land. I’ll be enjoying a beauty of the island.  I’ll be belonging to a community where everybody is standing together. It’s lovely apart from the cold. The sea will be cold.

Okay…. Can you tell me more about what else is there in the spiritual world? Can we go and look around?

I was just walking into the Library. It’s very, very tall and high ceilings. Beautiful paneling like wood and glass and some are like silvers and golds; beautiful. Big, big massive draws that they pull out and they have all the information about me. This draw is about me(excited)! I’m curious... There are yellow lights floating around. I think they are spirits or souls. They are energies. They are here to help. I’ve just asked how long have I been alive. They said forever (laughing). I asked if this lifetime is important. Every lifetime is important, no matter how long or how short. 

Ask them if you have any special gifts in this lifetime?

I have many spiritual gifts. I’m openly connected. To everything and everyone. The yellow is still floating around. It’s gold and fine webs. They say some people call them angels, just floating around me. In a nice way, they would like to give me a kick (laugh). I have a lot to do. They say I make excuses. 

Why are you doing it?

It’s two fold; I’m afraid to fail and I’m afraid to succeed. How strange that is… They say I have to help myself. I have the capability and I know what I’m supposed to do. I'm suppose to tell everybody the truth about our existence and to prove that all what I'm saying is correct. Always speak the truth, to many people and not just a few. They are saying that I should be in an auditorium. Very strange, it looks like the one where I was fighting (laughing). With many many people sitting and listening. I should be inspired to speak. Spirit will inspire me. There are many souls that wish to say much through me to make the world a better place. That’s what I chose to do but I haven’t moved forward at all. Sometimes “they” inspire me to say things, some may channel directly. I should be writing many books and articles. I need to move myself. I’m being told that I have the capabilities and I must stop making excuses. 

What about all the sicknesses you had? Were they also excuses?

Yes, to a point. But if I was doing what I’m supposed to be doing I would be fine, then I wouldn’t have time to think about pain. I would take the bull by the horn and get on with it. I feel much impatience around me, by my guides. They are laughing. They’ve been told not to interfere but they want to shout at me to get on with it. I can hear them, I can see these gold floaty things, they seem to be talking to me into my head. I have 3 main guides with me. They have always been with me. I have many helpers there, my mom, my dad, and my brother are very strong, helping me. After they passed I should of made certain to start doing the work, move further then I have. They are guiding me from the other side. So are my aunts, uncles and my friend Janet and my sister in law Henriette. They say that they shout but I don’t always listen. 

You can ask them now to tell you, as now you can hear them…

They say that I’m very loved and they will support me in everything I do. I have to be brave and get up and talk. 

 

Is there anything else around there that we could go and explore?

There’s a healing place, which I have asked to go to. It’s filled with the most beautiful healing crystals. They are like columns and they are filled with beautiful energy. I can feel it, almost pulsating. There is one in this room that is right next to you. It’s green and that is for you.

For me?

Yes, it’s a gift for you. They say there is a green crystal for you. It’s a gift for you. It’s beautiful.

Thank you. What kind of crystal is it?

It’s emerald. And if you take it home with you, consider yourself beautiful, it’s full of life and energy and it’s green. That’s a gift for you.

Thank you. I appreciate that. That’s beautiful. What can I give in return?  

Nothing. You give everything. You are a power source. You give people power.

I’m happy to do that.

They know. You are a very strong soul.

It makes me happy to see people powerful.

You have no ego. They’re saying you are beautiful. You help many, many people as you have done before in many civilizations. You have always worked towards helping others. That is the imprint on your soul. They are telling me how lucky I am because you are helping me with my power. They said it was important that you knew that. They took the opportunity to tell you this…

Thank you very much for this information. I am very grateful for this. I have a lot of love and gratitude. And I thank you for my crystal. I will carry it always in my heart… just like in one of my visions…

Moving her to another appropriate time and place… 

I see lots of blue. Like blue rays coming down. Its very unusual. It’s like a rainbow blue. Bright cobalt blue. It shimmers. It’s all around me. It’s making like a twinkle noise. I feel like I'm in a big cave. It’s a chasm, a part of a cave, hidden place. Like an under world. In another… Oh I just walked through… And it’s gold here again. They are not people, they are floating. It’s so beautiful (amazed). It’s a spiritual world! O the colours are absolutely beautiful. They are all around me. This is I believe where I’m resting. I have the time to just think and to be.

And there’s no one there, just me and floaty angels beings. I’m going to ask them who they are. They said some people call them angels but they don’t look like angels. They have no wings. They balance the emotions. They help me reset, they help my thoughts. Help me keep myself in control of where I’m going. To make decisions. They are not the panel. They are like friends, just like spirit friends. And this place is.. o… (amazed). There are these beautiful color skies, but just in caves. I’ve been in a green one, now I’m in yellow and orange. It’s just beautiful, like being on that cloud. It’s just to rest and recharge. If there’s heaven, this is it! It’s just complete peace. It’s very healing. It’s healing my soul and body. It’s like being suspended in invisible chair, surrounded in these beautiful silk colors. It’s like eating the best ice cream in the world; just so beautiful. I came out of the caves now, I can see the stars and I’m not on Earth. I’m on Sirius. There’s a lot of healing going on. This is where everybody comes to regroup, recover, look back and forward; like a portal between lives. Everyone comes here. It’s such a beautiful place. I’m not aware of anything physical. 

What happens next?

This is like another place; I’m going very fast, through a tunnel. This is where I’m going to my next life, I’m in the tunnel going very fast. I’m not afraid. I’m kind of excited, I just hope I made some good choices. I’m surprised! I’m a lizard! Little yellow lizard! I'm so pretty! I just arrived into this jungle. I don’t see any other lizards. It smells nice. It smells of fruit; very sweet. Lot of big beautiful plants; shimmering plants. I can climb. I am very very small.

I’m going through to another hall, through this big metal pole and its floating. I have to go in on one side and out the other. The pole energizes me. I’m not a lizard anymore... 

What are you?

I came out like a person; I’m swimming in this massive ocean. My feet and hands are webbed. There is a web between my hands and my body. I have strange tentacles on my head and I’m red. I’m smooth and soft. I’m far more beautiful then a jellyfish. I have arms and legs, my arms can move forward, my web can open. When I move they are beautiful, they are dignified. The ocean is beautiful green color; it is warm. There’s like a colony of us. We don’t go up to the surface very often. The air isn’t very good for us. I breathe under water. 

I’m looking in the bag for the information. There’s a file of bags with information. They are showing me some pictures of ships. I see a guitar floating down off a boat into the water. Nobody knows we’re here; we’re very tiny. And yet there are many of us, trying to make a difference. There’s a boat that has submerged and people are panicking so we all gathered to help. We can only help the souls that are drowned. We are waiting there like a vultures but we are not bad, we are good. We only want to help. We explain to them what’s happened; we help them to become a ball of light and move on. Many of them are afraid and we help them. Most people don’t know we exist. Those who fall in the water and don’t die think they’ve just imagined us. Only dying people can see us. We live between dimensions. I help them to put them through those tubes. Once there is suction I know they will be fine and there will be other people waiting for them. They just need guidance through to the tube.

Moving to the last day of life…

I have to go to the tube. My lungs aren’t functioning; I cant breathe properly. I’m moving along the tube. I don’t have any physical body anymore; I’m becoming colder, just a golden light now.

Calling in the Subconscious Mind…

Regarding her phobia and her numerous illnesses, Tisha's Higher Self said that she has chosen these ailments herself in order to experience how is it to be a patient because she is preparing herself for the next lifetime where she is going to be a doctor and heal people. It also told her that she needs to finish her healing course, publish her book and speak in public about her work.

Among answering all Tisha's personal questions, her Higher Self has given us some useful information regards to humanity and future life on Earth.

 

If all goes according to plan, the speed will change Earth dramatically in the next 100 – 200 years. There will maybe be another 3-4 generations before world becomes as we hoped for. People will experience different dimensions by thought of a second.

If you imagine a road with 10 houses, every person in that street will have a different experience. To be complete, you have to experience everyone's experience...

I recently followed up with Tisha, she is happy and still doing her course and writing a book, but still poorly. She has an understanding of why and she has accepted it as a lesson.