Nessa is a quiet little lady who came to me with some family
problems and a few of the physical problems. She bravely managed to climb two
floors of stairs up to the flat where I lived at the time, with her crutches
that helped her walk as she had arthritis in her hips. She also suffered from
fibromyalgia and she was also wearing a hearing aid. She was one of my first
clients that I practiced on.
As we started the session she easily drifted off to a trance
state where she experienced many different lifetimes. She kept jumping from life
to life as I was trying to move her through important days of one lifetime. I
had a difficult time trying to keep her in one lifetime in order to get the
story right and to connect the characters. It takes some time before I can realize
that the person “jumped” into another lifetime and to orient them back into the
one that they’ve started the story in. Normally we would allow the “jumping” in
QHHT as all lives are important and there is a connection and a pattern that
their Subconscious mind is trying to point out, but in this case she was all
over the place, through 5 or 6 lifetimes back and forth and I was loosing the
connection as to which is which. So I had to orient her to the original one
that she started in and get the story to the end.
N: The castle! I see a
big castle. It’s got chimneys at the top, it’s got a big gate and there’s water
around it.
A: What else can you
see?
N: I see grass, very
neat grass. It’s all been cut lovely. I’m walking across the grass towards the
castle. The weather is been nice and warm. I’m carrying a small bag and the
money in the bag. I’m wearing a big flowy dress. It feels tight around my
waist. I’ve got a little clip in my hair. It’s got a flower on it, a daffodil. My
hair is long, flowy and shiny. I’m a young girl of 14. I can hear people talking
but it feels long way. I can’t see them yet. I’m walking across the bridge and
the gates falls down. There’s somebody there; a little old man (laugh). He’s
not talking; he’s just nodding at me. He has let me in. I’m going up two steps
and than there’s ropes coming down from the ceiling. It just seems to be
hanging there.
A: Do you know why are
those rope there? No.
A: Do you live here in
the castle or…?
N: I’ve never been
here before. I can hear a lady reading a book. It sounds like she’s reading a
book to a child. I’m coming closer to her. She sees me and she nods and I nod
back. There are books everywhere. It’s like a library. She’s hushing me away.
She’s saying go, go, go. I’m going back out, at the door, back into the room
where there are ropes. I still don’t know what are they there for. They are
just hanging from the ceiling. There are
four of them. It all comes down as if to pull down. The man is showing me now.
He’s pulling two of them down and the stepladders comes down. It’s a room, an
attic room. It’s very dark in there. There are boxes in there but they’re all
neatly stacked. I climbed up the ladder inside of it; it feels a bit crowded
with boxes. The boxes are all taped down with writing on but it’s not English
writing. It is Gaelic! Galeic? It’s
what they speak in Tunisia.
It was a bit strange to find out that Celtic language was
being spoken in a Northern African country but after doing some research I have
found out that Celtic languages have indeed been adopted in Tunisia, Morocco
and Algeria, as many Scots, Irish and Welsh emigrated to these countries in
early 1800’s.
A: Is that where you
are now, in Tunisia? Yes
A: Tell me more…
N: There’s no address
on the boxes but I think they were moving and it marks the kitchen, bedroom
atc. They are not mine. I’m going down the ladder now. The man is taking me to
the kitchen.
A: Tell me more about
this old man.
N: He’s not speaking,
just nodding. He can’t speak. He’s got trousers and like a dress over the top.
He’s dressed very neatly; he’s suit is white. He’s very old, like 90.
N: There’s a big aga
in the kitchen and a great big table, and there’s a lady cooking. She says she
doesn’t live here but she cooks for the family. The boxes are her’s. She’s lost
her home and she’s storing the boxes up in the attic. She lives outside the
castle but her stuff is here for safekeeping. She said I can have something to
eat but I don’t really want to. Why not?
It looks very greasy and unappetizing (says with disgust). She’s been working
here for two years. She married the Tunisian man but she doesn’t like him now.
She doesn’t like the way they live. She’s dressed with a big pinny on and a big
long dress, a yellowish color dress and a white apron over it. She also looks
neat. There are just plates stacked up above the cooker, she says it keeps them
warm. The big table is just to work on and not to eat at. The man is now taking
me up the stairs. There’s a big, open, really big stairs (says it with
amazement). They lead to the bedrooms. A little girl’s bedroom! Girl that had
the book read to her. She’s very small. She’s got 4-post crib, lots of drapes.
The crib is not white; it’s beige in color. There are no toys in there. I can
see some little dresses, her dresses. I don’t know where is the man gone. O,
he’s stood at the stairs! He’s taking me back downstairs to meet the family.
Mom has finished reading the book. She said “hi” to me. Her name is Coleen.
Baby’s name is Ester. Her husband is out shooting rabbits with his friends.
They are not my family (confused).
A: Why are you there?
N: I don’t know. I’m
just visiting.
A: Would you like to
go outside and explore what’s outside now? Yes.
N: To my right there
are some woods. It looks very dark with lots of pine trees.
A: Can you find your
home?
She jumps into the present lifetime (as I thought at the
time) and starts describing a holiday she’s been to with her husband in their
younger days. I didn’t realize that at first and I’ve let her carry on. But as
I moved her to an important day, she jumps into yet another lifetime. This just
got a bit confusing for me and I moved her back to the castle scene.
N: I think this is the
holiday. I can see the hotel right through the trees. I’m going over there. I’m
bear feet. There’s a big hotel there now. It’s got big pillars outside like a
grand entrance. It looks very posh. There’s marble everywhere. I’ve been here
before. I’m going to my room. My husband is there. I’m 30 years old. I can see
people sunbathing by the pool if I look through the window. There’s a big
slide. I can’t see the sea; it’s on the other side. My husband is asleep. Simon is also 30. My name is Ester.
I’ll let him sleep. I’m going to have a sleep as well.
I moved her to an important day…
N: I’m getting
married. I’m getting married to Lee. I’m wearing a blue velvet outfit. I’m
going to a church. It’s a small church. You’ve got to bend down to go through
the door but it looks big inside. There seems to be lots of people in there. My
mom is there, and my dad. My real dad is there too.
Here I moved her backwards to the hotel scene as she changed
characters and I was getting lost.
N: We’re going quad
biking. Me, Lee, Sue. Naomi is there too!
I decided I will get nowhere here and I needed clarity of
scenes and characters, I deepened her into more relaxation and I took her back
to the castle scene…
A: You said you didn’t
want to eat the food that the cook was preparing. Who is she cooking for?
N: It looks like for
an army (laugh). She made lots of different foods; bread, cakes, sausage rolls.
She’s taking it into another room. It must be where they’re going to eat. She
made all this by herself. She’s taking it out on silver trays into a dining
room. She’s putting it on a buffet table so they can help themselves. It’s very
big, grand dining table with high chairs. There are 9 chairs but only 3 people
will eat.
I moved her to eating time..
A: Whom is all eating?
N: Her mom and her dad
and the lady that was cooking. Small man is not eating. I might have some
bread. They are offering it to me so I’ll have some bread. It’s still warm!
They are kind people. She is Sue and he is Gerard. Baby is Ester, she’s not
eating, as she’s too small. She is not
here in the dining room, maybe she’s sleeping. The lady says she’s my aunty but
I’ve never seen her before. I don’t know why I’m there. I’ve got no bags, only
my little moneybag. Oh they said
my bags are up in the bedroom.
I move her to the next day…
N: It’s very warm and
I’m still in bed. It’s a very big bed. It’s a 4-post bed. If I look through the
window I can see the trees, pine trees. It’s very dark in the room but the
sunshine comes in as I moved the curtain. My parents left. They wouldn’t tell
me where they went. They will come back in a week. I’m allowed to go shopping
with the cook. It’s all dark grubby places. I’ don’t like it, it doesn’t look
very nice. The men that are serving us are very old. I don’t see them well.
It’s like wicker walls everywhere. The cook buys fruits; apples, pineapples.
Moving her forward to when parents come back..
N: I can hear my mom
shouting. I misbehaved. I didn’t make my bed. They might have to go away again.
They wouldn’t tell me where. She wants me to go to her friend’s place. She
lives at the end of a hill. I’m going to help the lady with her 4 children. I’m
going to help her. The kids are skipping around in the garden. There’s a swing
and a slide. They are lovely children. We’re just skipping around (laugh). Lady
is picking the washing up. The children’s father is not there, he’s been
killed.
Moving her forward to an important day..
N: People are
laughing. I don’t know who they are. There’s a party, my party. It’s a surprise
party. There are lots of people. The party is in the hall. A big hall with balloons
and pretty tables and lots of food and everyone can help themselves. I’m
turning 20. I’m wearing a blue skirt and a white top. My friends from school
are there too, about 5-6 of them. I can’t remember them all. My parents are not
there. My aunty is not there. The lady I helped look after the children is
here. She organized the party for me. I can hear music, a live band. Country
singing. There are lots of people I don’t know.
Moving her forward to another important day and she jumps
into her present lifetime, into her childhood.
N: I’m having a shared
party in the garden. I’m sharing it with my sister. It’s our birthday, I’m 9
and she’s 6. We’re playing. My mother is in the kitchen; she’s putting paper
plates up. My sister and I do not get along. She’s pushing everybody, pushing
some people over and she’s pushing me. She’s laughing but it’s not funny. Mom
says she’s only little so she allows her. We’re playing musical bums and then
we going to play parcel parcel.
Moved her forward to an important day..
N: It’s my sister’s
wedding. All her children are her bridesmaids; all 4 of them. Her name is Lisa.
She’s marrying Steve. We don’t like him. He controls her. He tells her what she
can wear and what she can’t wear. She said she loves him. I told her love is
blind. She must be blind. I told her not to but she won’t listen. My mother
doesn’t like him. She also spoke to her but she’s taken no notice.
As I move her forward she jumps into yet another lifetime…
N: My mom just had a
baby girl, her name is Beverly. Mom is 32. My mom’s name is Brenda. I’m 15. The
baby is lovely. This man is not my father. He’s name is Bryan. He’s a good man.
He’s been good to me. He’s a nice man.
I decided to move her back to the castle and get to the last
day of her life so we can get some clarity.
A: Who is there?
N: My aunty and nobody
else. We’re eating sausages and bread.
Moving her forward to the last day of life…
N: I can see water.
It’s a fountain. I’ve been there before. It’s where that nice grass is. I’m
going to have a swim. Something’s got my leg. I’ve caught it in the fountain
pool. My foot is stuck. I’m trying to breathe properly (she starts to panic and
I give her suggestions to observe). I’m too long under the water. Everything is
gone quiet. I can see the sunshine. Everything is gone foggy. I’m out of the
body; it’s foggy. I feel floaty. I can’t see anything, it’s just fog.
A: Now that you are
out of your body, you can see everything better. What did you learn from that
lifetime?
N: To be strong and
stand on your own two feet and enjoy it.
A: And what was the
purpose of that lifetime?
N: To be able to be on
my own and to help myself.
I have decided not to move her through any more lifetimes as
it has taken a long time to get here and the person is not supposed to be
“under” for longer than two hours at the time. I still needed to get through her list of questions so I
called in the Subconscious.
A: Why did you show
her this lifetime?
N: As a lesson; a
lesson to look after people. That’s why she is looking after her husband.
A: She got ill herself
by looking after him. Can you help her? Yes
A: Can you help her
with OCD?
N: Life doesn’t have
to be in order. She must learn not to worry. It will go away but she needs to
do a little bit more work. She needs to stop writing things down. She’s got
lists everywhere. She’s got to stop that and just remember things. She must
live life to the full.
A: Why did she have 5
miss carriages?
N: To test her strength.
She always sees the light on the other side. She has been blessed by a child as
she gave up and was going to get sterilized. That was her reward.
A: She’s got arthritis
in her hips. Can you help her?
N: It will get a bit
better. Not completely, but a lot better.
A: Can you help her to
get rid of fibromyalgia?
N: Yes. We can try
now. I’m soothing her mind. She needs to believe in herself and it will happen.
I’m putting it out to the Universe. It will happen in time.
A: What about
arthritis?
N: We can try but it
won’t get better. I can put it out to the universe and hope. I can try doing it
now, we will see.
A: What about chronic
fatigue. Can you help?
N: She must be
prepared and once she gets more physically healthy, she will sleep better. She
must get physically better and she will sleep better.
A: What is her purpose
in life?
N: To go through with
anything. Anything you want to do you can do it.
A: Her husband is in a
wheelchair due to herniated discs. Is he going to get better?
N: We can try but he
needs to try and want to get better. I will try and heal them both together. He
needs to be more physically and mentally active and he will sleep better.
A: Can someone else in
the Universe help to heal her right now?
N: Yes. Two angels are
here healing her now. Restoring arthritis in the hips, bone in her ear so she
doesn’t have to wear a hearing aid anymore. The missing bone will be restored
at night when she’s asleep. It will take couple of months. Fibromyalgia –
they’re trying to fix that too. They’re sprinkling dust all over inside.
They’re flying around.
A: Are they going to
bring total healing to the body? Yes
A: Can she stop taking
all the tablets?
N: She needs to start
stopping them slowly, within couple of months as she starts feeling better.
A: Will she notice the
difference as she walks out of here? Yes
N: The angels are like
little lights going all over her body, going through the skin into her body.
They’re flying all over in and out of the body. They’re putting the light all
over. They will stay with her for as long as they’re healing her. She will see
them in her awaken state too. They will show her the light so she knows they
are there.
A: Do you have any last
message for Nessa?
N: Well done and keep
going.
The Subconscious also revealed that the little man was her
grandfather and a baby Ester was her grandmother in this lifetime. Her first
“jump” was into the life of her being Ester and her husband Simon on holiday in
Tunisia and right after that she was herself in that same lifetime. At first
all this appeared very confusing but it is possible that she could have lived a
parallel life or better yet, that two souls shared one body. The holiday in
Tunisia, living the same lifetime scene as Nessa and as Ester.
Now that’s something to think about!
